Actully.....BIOTECH WAS MY THIRD CHOICE

da pukul 1.40am....tp lom tdo lg...haish...borink la...
slalunyer pon kol2 cmnie mmg lom tdo lg...tp sbb mlm nie borink semcm je...
waaaa...nk blik UM jela cmnie...klu umah x wt pape...(even sbnarnyer byk je keje ley wt kt umah..kemas umah)...x bes la..
aq pon ader satu sifat yg besenyer sume owg mmg ader la....MALAS
tp kne tmbah satu lg perkataan la,...'sgt'...

huhuhu~~...tgh layan lgu anime...Ayashi no Ceres- Cross My Heart..
bes gak la lgu nie....aq mmg layan pon lgu2 anime cmnie...hehehe
mood x bape bek dri mggu lpas lg...
terpikir sal result exm yg bru kuar nie...aishh...result x bes la...
cm mlas je nk cite...tp cite je la....wt nek en smgat nie.....ye ker?

2nd sem nie pointer aq trun dow...mendadak lak...terkejut gak la aq....
sem lpas ok g dpt 3.52...sem yg nie trun..pointer aq 3.16...
byk tu!!!....egat nk nek en pointer...tp trun lak...
aisshh...benci!...benci!....benci!
UM nie ssh la...bdak2nyer pandai2...setakat 3 ke atas nie berlambak lak...
tu la mlas g...pastu bru nak sedih2...eeeee
nak slah en sape skrunk nie?...all my strategies were not work well...
bkan x study...mybe kurg kot n kne tingkatkn lg...
mcm kwan satu kos aq kte la...next sem kne jd skema....hahaha...sengal la
okla...klu skema tu ley wt en pointer kte nek aq kne jd skema la next sem...hehehe
next sem nie xmo la sbuk2 sgt....dlu pon aq mek byk2 projek sbb nk rse bz tu cmne en
so, aq mmg da puas sgt daa...at least, da tw bz tu ape bende en...hahahaha
alamak...kte nie dtg u bkn sbb nak study ker...so projek2 nie sambilan je...
klu bende tu effect study kte...kte berundurla dr amek projek2 yg x berape pnting tu...
i nie ckp berdsrkn ape yg i experienced ea...x der nk ckp sape2 pon...so jgan la trse

hmmm....reunion nt mesti jmpenyer kwn2 lme nie...
aq tension la jmpe korg....aii? gtu lak...
ye r...korg2 nt ble aq jmpe...msti la en ader cite yg bes2...
ader bakal cikgu la....ader doktor....ader jururawat....engineer lg...
aq nie lom tw lg nk jd ape....ntah2 x keje...aish jgan
biotek nie lom menentukn mse dpan g...tw la aq pon dgr kot peluang keje byk...
tp ntah r....actually aq lom bley terime g kot kos nie sepenuhnyer...
tp nape aq amek biotek??? even mse apply JPA tok biasiswa g oversea pon i apply kos nie kot...
actually biotech was my third choice...my first was dentistry...i nak jd dentist la...uwaaaa
aq amek kos nie sbb aq rse nie kos yg ok gak la dri amek kos yg lg aq x ske...
aq nie mcm da gagal dr mle g la...xder smgat tok jd yg terbaek cm dlu....(mood sedih cm nak nanes)...

no la...jgan cmtu...ko ckp cm kos nie x bgus lak...(monolog sendri)
shima bley wt...shima bley wt...
ko da harung byk cabaran n rintangan....n tggal skit je lg kot ko nk sampi ke puncak nyer....
ble ngalah cmnie....sia2 je kot usaha ko slame nie...
Allah tu Maha bijaksana....Dia da tentukn jln hidup ko cmnie...msti ader hikmahnyer..
ko kne pcaye tu...n jgan mengalah sblm ko x try dlu...(nada terharu)
Insyaallah satu ari nt ko akan bersyukur ngan ape yg ader skrunk....harapnyer la..

aii...xmo la sedih2 g...x bes la...
now just fucos on my study....
hmmm....next sem nie nk amek kos alternatif chem la
hahaha...aq bkan ske pon kimia nie...tp rsenyer kos2 cmnie ley tolong aq tok kursus yg aq amek...kte aq amek kos biochem...so kne la chem nie en...
slalu nyer kos alternatif yg aq amek bkan bley dpt A pon...bg trun pointer ader la
ptut kos alternatif amek la kos yg confem A nyer...but i nk amek kos chem bkn sbb nak A la...tp tok kepuaasan ati...aq syg kimia gak dow...egat pe? xmo la lpe en dy en...hahaha...mcm syg ape...
tp klu chem aq dpt A syukur la...hahaha...lom amek g nak berangan
pastu ader lg la kos2 len en yg tahap 2 nyer....huhuhu
cm animal n plant physio...tehcnology DNA...biochem...pape g r..
aq penah dow teramek kos2 nie time 2nd sem aritu....siap satu kuliah ngan president klj lg kot(pres aq nie satu kos ngan aq au...tp dy nie sombong skit)..hahaha..no la
so, mybe kos2 kt atas nie la yg bakal aq amek kot tok 3rd sem nie...hehehe
smgat nak study g nie....smgat nk balas dendam...hah cmtu la...(mood smgat tbe2 da dtg)..weeee

waaah...kali nie post i penuh ngan mood2 sedih n smgat perjuangan la...lalalala~
gler da aq nie....sape bce la gler=p...ahahaha
alololo...xla2...i gwau je...jgan trse ye...
ok la...benti la....da kol 3.18am nie...lme da aq merepek
nk g study la....smgat lom padam g nie...amboii
daaaa~~

p/s: kpd sape2 yg bce post nie.....jgan bgtw sape2 ea my pointer...nie rahsia kte2 je au...hahaha